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Hi everyone. 'u'
I know I haven't been very active lately. Also I've noticed I've lost couple watchers but.. I won't let it bother me too much.
Start of year was bit of struggling for me and still some things seems hard to do, also school is stressing me. But I've been quite positive. That is kinda.. big change in my personality. I do my best, I'm not giving up so easily. I have thought about getting back my medication.
Biggest struggle still is.. with myself and friendships. Sometimes my mood changes quickly, I take things too seriously or I get offended about some joke. Also now I'm going to have to deal with fear of losing, even I know how things go and I shouldn't be worried about it, I should just look forward. But it's not so easily done, 'cause I'm already dealing with it. I have struggles even with my best friend, or I feel so.
So, for my friends, I'm sorry that I've been moody and weird. I'm thankful for you standing it. I hope you won't get fed up with me.
For all watchers, I'm taking bit time with drawing. Sometimes I have inspiration, sometimes not, even I have the will to draw.
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Hi everyone. 'u'
I know I haven't been very active lately. Also I've noticed I've lost couple watchers but.. I won't let it bother me too much.
Start of year was bit of struggling for me and still some things seems hard to do, also school is stressing me. But I've been quite positive. That is kinda.. big change in my personality. I do my best, I'm not giving up so easily. I have thought about getting back my medication.
Biggest struggle still is.. with myself and friendships. Sometimes my mood changes quickly, I take things too seriously or I get offended about some joke. Also now I'm going to have to deal with fear of losing, even I know how things go and I shouldn't be worried about it, I should just look forward. But it's not so easily done, 'cause I'm already dealing with it. I have struggles even with my best friend, or I feel so.
So, for my friends, I'm sorry that I've been moody and weird. I'm thankful for you standing it. I hope you won't get fed up with me.
For all watchers, I'm taking bit time with drawing. Sometimes I have inspiration, sometimes not, even I have the will to draw.
What was I supposed to do? An interview?
Kindly took this from ~Zen-was-taken (https://www.deviantart.com/zen-was-taken)
Rules:
1. Choose one of your OCs.
2. Your OC SHOULD NOT lie.
3. Journal title should be "OC Interview".
4. When you’re done, tag as many people as you wish.
5. Have fun !
1. What is your real name and nickname?
Ridella is the real one, but Riden is fine too. Nicknames? I keep hearing 'bitch' all the time, so I guess it goes?
2. Interesting... What's your current age?
I might be around 28. But I look like I'd be 21!!
3. What's your favorite food?
Umm, some chicken with nice salad. I think.
4. And your favorite drink?
Blood, especially werewolf's blood..
5. Confession time! Who's
i am alive!!!
- primary name: Essi
- alternate names/nicknames: Kaw(ppa), Papu, Hessu
- gender: idk really
- pronouns: she/her
- birthday: 16th May
- zodiac sign: Taurus
appearance:
- height: 164,5 cm
- eye colour: green
- hair colour: brown
- tattoos?: Nah
- piercings?: Earrings
- favourite outfit: at home sweatpants + hoodie, otherwise jeans + t-shirt + hoodie / just hoodie
- have you dyed your hair?: Been like 5 years from last time
- long or short hair?: Short
relationships
- sexual orientation: Bi
- romantic orientation: well i guess it's the same^ ?
- relationship status: Single
- romantic partner: Nah
- platonic partner: nah
Tagged 'o'
1.) Post the rules.
2.) Post 8 facts about your character.
3.) Tag 8 other characters.
4.) Post their names along with their creators avatars
The Character:
1. Kawy's my first proper RPG-character created. Back then, my nick/username was mostly Kyoshi, but Kawy was one of them. So she got it as her name.
2. She has/had partner called Lucifero. And has had some puppies with him... Named Wolga, Kagalu, Leofer, Lefeka, Lucia and Kalga. Kalga's also my character. Or was, to be honest I don't remember if she's dead. >'D Also there's bit more puppies but they never got named, the rpg never ended - it just died. But one of them got named, I'll
Salaystava -16
Tälle jälleen aika, huihai.
Vakituiseni pistän taas peliin; fursonani Chained.
Eipä ole kovin mitään erikoisia toiveita, Ceeppi tykkää hempeillä ja möhmöillä, on tuollainen pörheä pulla. 8> Kirkkaat, lämpimähköt värit on suuri plussa!
..Ja tehdäänpä vaihtelua, jos Ceestä ei innostu niin annan täyden vastakohdan hälle!
Sirpistä sen verran vain, että läheisin teko mitä se voi ystävänpäivänä tehdä, voisi olla sydämen järsiminen. 8) Eli ei ainakaan mitä
© 2014 - 2024 Kawppa
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D': Sama meno täällä! Mullakin on aika ajoin ongelmia omien kavereiden kanssa. Tai itse kavereiden kanssa ei oo mitään ongelmaa, vaan se ongelma on lähinnä mussa. Koska mäkin oon just tollainen luonteeltani, et mun mielialat vaihtelee ja saatan ottaa asiat liian henkilökohtaisesti. ´n` Huono tapa.
Mutta ihanaa, et sulla menee muuten suht. hyvin ja muistat pysyä positiivisena! Tolla asenteella pääsee aina pitkälle!
Mutta ihanaa, et sulla menee muuten suht. hyvin ja muistat pysyä positiivisena! Tolla asenteella pääsee aina pitkälle!